Friday, March 26, 2010

'THE HEART OF THE MATTER'

I will speak of it as this, then I will speak here of it no more
       Driving home from one of the
  most disturbing day's of my life.
   After a night of sweating and worrying
and generally feeling sick.
  It occurred to me:
   I need to examine this
     and sum up my feelings
     and get to the heart of this,
     So here it is the
     'HEART OF THE MATTER'
      Last night as I lay sleepless,
        I wanted to go to my two youngest children's rooms and just do what all
      Good Mothers Do.
         They lay down with their arms around their babies and thank the powers of the universe......
 that are out of their hands that even though the 'Mother' is sleepless with worry.... and so angry, frightened and violated at the outside threat that has hideously invaded their safe place......
            THE CHILDREN ARE SAFE AND WELL LOVED
              That in itself does not even describe the depth and feeling of a Mother.
   Even though someone ( a stranger to us)
 could think this was NOT true
    The same Mother that brought those
 children into this world
through great pain
and many tears and much blood.......
.....WILL   STOP   AT   NOTHING   LESS   THAN
 BLOOD AND  PAIN   AND TEARS.....
'HER LIFE ' 
 TO PROTECT AND HOLD
TO SAVE THOSE SAME CHILDREN

PS if you don't believe this ask their older sisters
and the grand children
Who Loves You Best?



 

5 comments:

Dorrie said...

Pam, I know this situation all too well.. my heart hurts for you... i can't imagine how you must be feeling.. love you...xo

TxScrapAddict said...

Hugs and prayers. You got to the heart of it....don't change a thing!

Melissa Mann said...

((HUGS)) I hope everything is working itself out!

Keepsake's Crafts said...

...here if you need me. (((hugs)))

Rbarakat said...

Just checking in on you girl! ((hugs))